Shoegaze hits different when I'm not in deep pain.
It's still really good, just different. I feel guarded against being triggered.
This stuff was possibly my #2 coping mechanism for years, second only to plant medicine. A sound louder than my pain yet gentle in its cacophony. That's shoegaze.
#music #DarkSojourn #Recovery2025 #shoegaze
(I know. I'm looking into alternatives to Spotify and have mostly just been streaming SomaFM lately. But I still haven't found another viable way to share these playlists. Curating public playlists was maybe my #3 top cope. And this one is very important to me.)